two thousand and four recrap

dash-ing thru thes-now.. in a one-horse o-pens leigh..

it's almost xmas, but it doesnt feel like it.. you see, im in graveyard at least until next week.. plus a big possibility including christmas night.. this means almost no time for shopping.. the heck, i dont have anything to use for shopping anyway, na kay pareng visa at mastercard na, bwahahaha..

okay, so this is almost too early for an annual recap of all the crap and not-so-crap that i've been through the rest of the year.. but hey, what something big could happen in a span of two weeks or so with a work schedule like this?! i'll answer that on january 1.. :p

so.. career-wise it's been rated-crap. two straight C's (evaluation-rating) is not-so very me.. but i accept it, i very well deserve it. as Han Solo would say: "i get bored sometimes, Jabba.." nuff said.

career-hunting? i wouldn't say crap.. i might have gotten a lot of 'no's' this year (and the years before), but that would mean i'm getting nearer in getting a 'yes'. my time of redemption would come, i know it. (memel, use your powers, please?)

ah, matters of the crappy heart.. is a crap by itself, bwahaha.. i don't complain, really.. i had few dates (five to be exact) that i really enjoyed, and to tell you the truth, outcomes don't matter to me.. okay, maybe just a bit.. fine, it does matter. but they were really nice moments. period.

gimiks! woohoo, this must be my most outgoing year ever.. it's been nice to rediscover ourselves (tropang hayskul, akoaycaviteno mafia) together.. i can say nothing more.. simply great..

i miss my maw*pots.. we went out only once this year.. february pa yata.. still, the only girl of my life as of the moment, wehehe.. i wish for her to make it good in school, and things to be somewhat okay between her and rick.. she knows my stand over their issue, but i'll just be always here for her whatever happens..

and other cyberworld thingies that i got hooked on this year: alimasag, kings of chaos, blogging, ragnarok, etc. they are all but phases that passed and will pass me by; all worth the while.

happy new year to all of ya.. God bless us all.. :)

push

push.. the catch phrase of the moment at work.. it is -actually a simple acronym in the tradition of 'italy' and 'japan' without the mush-mush bigelow.. it means 'Pray Until Something Happens.' that's how dire the situation of the business right now.. and me trying to jump out of the beleaguered ship at any given precious chance.. that's life. someone's got to play that role..

as a consequence, the word 'vacation' will be out of our vocabulary for the rest of the holiday season. tough. no more out-of-southern luzon sortie for me unlike last year. but come to think of it, it helps me save some moolah for all my debts and bills and on-line gaming career. i guess i is right.. isaac, that is, on his 3rd law of motion. on my personal metaphor, i can't still agree on i about that third rule..

still, i can't sense anyone giving me a holiday gift.. so officially this is a solicitation.. bwehehe.. in reality, it would be great, but i can do without it anyway.. i just cherish the thoughtfulness of someone giving me even a teenie-weenie token. though i seldom give gifts myself, just to those few people that i really really appreciate, except immediate family.. im so evil.

by the way, i got to watch 'troy' and 'alexander' this weekend.. i liked 'troy' better, though achilles is often referred to in the movie as alexander the great's descendant (there's even a huge portrait of the trojan war hero riding his chariot while dragging poor hector). i was a bit annoyed since there's a lot of storytelling and conversation scenes. i guess it was necessary for the audience to understand the story, unlike in 'troy' where the flow of the story is quite predictable: trojan steals spartan chick-spartan king whines to greek king brother-king brother went with the whole neighborhood to get back the chick-achilles fell in love in the process. simple, isn't it. i enjoyed both, though. hehe.

by the way, i'm back blogging. welcome to myself.